Holistic Empowering Solutions with Human Design & Gentle Trauma Release Work

I am in the business of empowerment and helping people to unleash their potential to help them rise like a phoenix. My business grew as a natural consequence that I was able to heal my trauma, discover who I really am, and that I started to learn the very same techniques that helped me, the Human Design System and The gentle trauma release with tapping, so that I can support and empower my clients in their struggles and crisis in their lives and help them not only to survive but to thrive.

I have been studying the Human Design System at the IHDS. It is the International Human Design School, the original School founded by the Founder of The Human Design System.
And I use that method to help people to discover who they are, how they can have less resistance in their lives and less unnecessary suffering, and experience more satisfaction, regeneration, success, and inner peace. How to really feel that we are supported by life and that we don’t fight against life but are carried by life and supported by life and find our purpose and our place in this beautiful totality and symphony of life?
I work with everyone, parents, scientist, polices officers, lawyers, doctors, psychologists, etc. Some of them have really little money and have to save up to have a session with me, and some are millionärs. I love this broad spectrum and support these people in their different walks of life.

I looooove working with people, helping to see them their true selves, how people become alive, and also getting hope that there is a way out of a painful situation. How people can learn to trust themselves again and enjoy life and so, so important REALLY love who they are.

And gentle trauma release work with Tapping helps me to metabolize stuck trauma in the cells when working with people. Because you cannot talk trauma away, visualize it away or somehow get rid of it. It sits in our cells, and our nervous system, and this traumatic conditioning dictate our perception of ourselves, of life, and the experiences that we make based on the trauma, it is like we are in a loop caused by the trauma conditioning. And Gentle Trauma Release Work with Tapping helps to release that trauma so that we are free from the conditioning from the past.

Both the Human Design System and the Gentle Trauma Work serve that purpose in their unique, differentiated way.
And I have given 3200 Human Design analyses and accompanied also some of these people in their process with Gentle Trauma Release Work, and I have witnessed an extraordinary transformation in people like with nothing else before.
Often people come to me who, similarly to me, tried everything, but nothing helped, and they feel still stuck, and then, with the Human Design System and Trauma work, they get out of their miserable situation, find more happiness, and their purpose. It does not go overnight because we can’t release decades of painful conditioning from the cells in a couple of days but when we surrender and stay consistent, it works, and we are rewarded. And we can start to live not only with purpose but also with integrity and authenticity.

I have very simple origins. I do not come from money; as a teenager, I started to work with 15/16 while I was going to school. I went to a Gymnasium. In the German education system, it is the most advanced and highest of the three types of German secondary schools. Being an immigrant, I was born in Kyrgyzstan, it was not easy to keep up with German students as German was not my native language. But I am very strong-willed, I have managed, improved my German significantly, and was even better than some German students. And I was really proud of my accomplishment. I loved art, math, languages and Latin by the way. I was one of the best students in Latin.
While being in the Gymnasium at some point, I had parallelly to do school work and help my mom at home a lot, I had 3 jobs, a waiter, I built theater stages, and gave lessons in French. I have always been a hard worker! The situation at home was not easy; my mother had Multiple Sclerosis since my birth, so I also had a lot of responsibilities at home.

After Graduating from School, at that point, it took 13 years, and I started to fall apart mentally … I went to Heidelberg to study. And studied German Studies, English Studies, and Japanese studies. But my mental health was deteriorating. I would fall apart and cry for hours on the floor. I could not learn, I could hardly leave my bed, and I felt dead inside. But no one knew, not my friends, not my parents; I was hiding it, and I did not know what to do.

But after one year of studying in Heidelberg. I made a radical decision. I decided to pause my studies and go to a clinic because I was heavily suicidal, and when I shared that with family and friends, everyone was in shock. “What YOU? Why? How? I would have never thought!” Was the response from everyone. I was suicidal at 12 and then at 21/22 again. I had too much pain in my bones and my soul. I felt broken into 1000 pieces. And did not know how to heal. I was cut off from myself and hated myself and my body. I have had an eating disorder since I was 10, and I was hurting myself to trigger the fight-and-flight response in my body to numb my mental pain in the freeze state that was induced through hurting myself.

I experienced psychological abuse, physical violence, sexual abuse, rape, and narcissistic abuse, just to name a few … So I was just broken, had no hope, and wanted to die…
After 3 weeks in the clinic. I was even more desperate. Because yes, I got the highest dose of antidepressants and felt so numb and like a zombie, but there was no real, lasting help for me there. So I left again and went again on the search for what could help me. And fell pray to the so-called “spiritual” world. Don’t get me wrong, there is beauty in real spirituality, but there is so much abuse in that field, so much manipulation, so much gaslighting, and so little real humanness and compassion. Like before, in the name of god and religion, bad things were done to people, like wars, psychological abuse, rape, and just crazy mental propaganda, and then so-called “spirituality” took over that place, and now in the name of “love” and “enlightened” people do bad things. And so many self-proclaimed gurus who use and abuse people psychologically and sexually.

So after witnessing and experiencing so much abuse in the spiritual world, I also turned my back on that. But still desperate, or even more desperate, and hopeless and still drowning in psychological pain …

Until, around 12 years ago, I discovered the ORIGINAL Human Design System and trauma release work with Tapping. Those two helped me so much to decondition my cells and my bones from faulty conditioning, metabolize trauma, and feel EMPOWERED and strong again, AND that FINALLY was the solution.
The Human Design System was founded by Ra Uru Hu and is a synthesis of 8 sciences, exoteric and esoteric. I is a badass and genius synthesis from Astronomy, Genetics, Biochemistry, Quantum physics and Astrology, I-Ching, Teaching of chakras, and Kabbala.

As Aristoteles already fittingly said: “The whole is more than the sum of its parts!” That also applies to the single gene. A single gene doesn’t create a person but the synthesis of all the genes creates a complex human being. An atom itself is already fascinating enough, however, a synthesis of atoms creates an awesome universe. And that applies to us, too. A breathtaking universe and the Human Design System can explain to you how you operate.

What I love about the Human Design System is neither a belief system nor a spiritual practice, but a very practical and mechanical science. Thank God, nothing to believe here!
Being a synthesis of 8 sciences, the Human Design System shows in a very simple and practical way how you operate on the genetic level and how we can be our own authority, not being dependent on any gurus or so-called authorities anymore, and make correct decisions as ourselves and unleash our badass potential instead of always sabotaging ourselves and create resistance in our lives,

I hope my life and work inspire other people and give them hope that even in the darkest moment, there is still a way. There is still hope, and things can change.

Aloha,
Angelina Fabian